Good day my lovelies!
Do you struggle with giving yourself permission?
Today I want to share something I’ve been going through these past two weeks. I’m supposed to write stuff that will encourage you all to visit my website and book appointments with me. But I’ve never really been one to do what I’m supposed to and I really feel like this is a story that needs telling.
Recently I have been keenly aware of a feeling. A feeling I don’t like and don’t want but yet it has been hanging around like a bad sniper. Waiting to strike but way to obvious! So I have been doing what any rational human would do and trying to avoid the whole issue. Ahhh, yes that will make this sniper go away?? Hmm not working. Ok. Fine!
Maybe I’ll go on Pof and Zoosk and try to avoid this feeling. Damn two hours later it’s still there.
Ohhh Facebook!! Hello. Maybe you can help. 🙁 nope. Still no luck.
Ok off to work.
My shoulders and my arm have been really bugging me so I called my friend who does similar body work to mine and he really got on there. I knew something was up and some energy needed shifting! It was not because of the pain although that exsisted(I love you Hitesh and I Hate you)
Anyway no, this was about something much deeper. That feeling again 
uncomfortable!
For three days after the body work my feelings decided to live close to the surface again where I could not ignore them! Damnnit! I have to be real? But real is messy and not pretty and perfect! Argh!
Two days later I had a coaching call and I knew some truth would be reviled so I tried to avoid that as well. However there is something soooo empowering about an objective suportive voice speaking into your life that is really difficult to replicate anywhere else.( One of the reasons I wanted to become a health coach.) So like a good human with her critter brain fully intact I tried to avoid that as well. Lol I tried but I was unsuccessful.
It all came out and I learned something so amazing about my self. I am so greatful for body workers and healers Anderson the Love of the Divine that would just not give up on me.
The moral of the story is give yourself permission. Don’t be be like me and be stubborn. Give your self permission to follow you heart, Seek out healers that can help, spend quite time with you, elevate your attitude, change, grow, what ever it may be. Just give your self permission.
~ Get out of your head and into your heart and #lovelup
Amanda Wallace.